THE DEEPEST SIDE

 There comes a point in life where you learn to accept changes more than accepting yourself. Other people's lives start becoming more important than yours. You finally feel like there is a weight on your chest and now you have responsibilities. You compare all your careless fun days to the hectic and rather monotonous schedule that you are bound to follow now. The feeling of excitement reduces and your life becomes rather basic than adventurous. We are at a constant war between ourselves and society's views, and the worst part is that the more we grow, the more harsh societies' self-established rules get. It is tough to make a living on your own because of how the modern-day man functions. Competition or rather to be quoted as, " a never-ending rat race " is what each and every one of us is involved in. Honestly think about this once in a while you self-proclaimed geniuses, think about how greedy for self-esteem you have become, how much the hunger for appreciati...

  Keeping secrets from those who cant keep your secrets is one of the best things to do, you see life is full of potential but the difference between my life and theirs is that my deepest secret is the fear of what I can do to myself. Life is all about accepting challenges they say but honestly no matter how many challenges you face you still end up facing more. Till your last breath you are trying to make the best out of your reality by going to extents to achieve your dreams. I stopped dreaming a while back, when you are thrown in a society that only cares about shattering you down to the most tiniest fragments all you could do is laugh at the joke you have made of yourself. Everyone perceives things in a different way. Death to me is a joke and birth is a mistake, sunrise is a disappointment and sunset is a relief, my life has revolved around pain and I manage to find the pleasure in it. When you are so close to an emotion that has overtaken every mood of yours that is whe...